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Friday, March 28, 2008
quote of the day. "don't worry i'll still marry you even if you end up working in a mama shop". and this is of course said by none other than my dearest adib.haha.god i can't imagine it being real. it's obvious we were talking about the future.it made me smile forawhile but it sorta hit me that i have no idea what's next after graduation.scares the shit out of me,sometimes.plus the thought about having to face internship soon makes me even think more about the next five to ten years.yes,no doubt i am very nervous for sip but insyallah everything will be just dandy.i hope. im contemplating on whether i should do something to my hair.it's boring.to tell you the truth,i'm afraid of having short hair.i did have have short hair but that was around 10 years ago,when i was too young to even bother how i look like.all i ever cared about was chop-ing the hopscotch area during recess and play catching.can someone recommend me a good hairdresser? i really don't see why i should spend so much,like at supercuts when at the end my hair looks like shit.hmmm.if only i had my own personal hairstylist.okay,that's besides the point.i hate that i look young.everyone wants to look young.except for me,that is.i want a haircut that makes me look matured.no permanent curls because it'll damage the texture of my hair.fuck,i am so picky. im off to watching step up 2 online.and if you're wondering,no i'll never get sick of it.like i said, dance moves are totally prodigious. random entry.i'm bored. goodnight. Thursday, March 27, 2008
expo was nothing much except for loads of adorable babies and some cb customers.not forgetting lack of sleep and backaches.sales was very very good,especially on good friday.and the good thing about it this time is that there's a halal food fair next door to times so i don't have to eat junk from burger king or starve myself and grab snacks from 7 eleven.i did not have a wink of sleep at all before the first day of expo.conferenced with wiya,adib and fitri until 530 in the morning and fitri suggested having breakfast before they send me off for work.haha.i swear i wasn't even tired the whole day while i was working,well until i came back home of course.how bizarre.well,to sum it all up,i preferred the previous two expos. met up with nadirah and sheena yesterday.i really miss our meet-ups.it was short but nice though.i hope the next one would be longer. and today i spent 12 hours with dearest.that's the longest i've ever spent with him so far.i agreed to meet adib,but as usual we only plan what we feel like doing when we meet and not the day before.we're not exactly planners.but how unplanned it always is, i didnt expect him to wake me up in the morning for breakfast.and it's very unusual of him to wake up before i do,considering he sleeps like a log.after breakfast at parkway macdonalds,he decided we do a movie marathon today.haha.so we went to cathay to catch vantage point.very nice.i felt like the movie ended kinda fast though.i guess that's what they call a good movie.you don't feel like it's draggy.but i expected it to have more depth. off to suntec and he felt like eating swensens,which is another surprising thing.usually i'm the one craving for it.bucket list almost made me cry.it's so damn heart warming.and jack nicholson's hilarious. thanks for today dearest.i know i don't say this enough to you eventhough sometimes we meet almost everyday.i love you alot.i love how we can be so routined and do the same thing everytime we see each other.like watching movies for 3 straight weeks and not get sick of it.i love going to simpang with you always for dinner after movies.i love random conversations with you.i love how we can talk every single night and we're usually not out of any topics to talk about.i love chilling with you at starbucks and falling asleep.well that was only once.i love pinching and punching you whenever you annoy me in a funny way.it's these little things that makes me smile.all the arguments that we've had the past couple of months made us stronger and i feel like i love you more each day.you won't agree with me when i say this,but i still think i'm a very lucky girl,really.you're the best thing ever and i miss you even after spending 12 hours with you.haha. ohh and this is random,but i hate seeing muslims,especially ladies wearing tudung dine in fish and co.it's an unpleasant sight.i'm not pinpointing to anyone but honestly it gives a very bad impression.well whatever i say won't matter and they won't give a fuck but that's just my perception. goodnight. Monday, March 24, 2008
it's crazy how tension builds up when we don't spend enough time together. bottom line is,it sucks that the feeling's back again. Wednesday, March 19, 2008
for those who are not planning to catch Step Up 2: The Streets, you're definitely missing a good show.i love it and i wanna watch it again! i swear it makes you feel like you wanna learn dancing.briana evigan's darn hot and she has a nice booty la! i sound gay but whatever i don't care.if you watch it,you'll see what i mean.choreography's fucking awesome.i was in awe,especially during the final battle.this show really has one heck of a talented cast.in dancing i mean.on the downside,storyline's very predictable though but i guess that's the common case for that kind of genre.apart from the choreography,there's nothing much to it.it's a dance movie what do you expect right?and i think adam sevani(moose/alexander the third)has the most impressive dance moves in the entire movie.honestly i was so taken aback by his dancing.that was the icing on the cake,for me.trust me,you wouldn't have the slightest thought that a geek like him could dance so freaking well.overall,4 stars. (: i'll have to be up early in the next few hours for work,which means i have to go to bed early.makes it difficult when im a bloody nocturnal.urgh.ive been sleeping around 4 am since the start of the holidays.i should start kicking the damn habit.it's gonna be horror for 6 days straight,starting from today.and im so prepared to have backaches and muscle sores all over my body. next entry will be after the expo sale. till then. Tuesday, March 18, 2008
woke up at 6 am to send eunice off at the airport.thank god her flight to sydney got delayed or else i wouldn't have been able to see her in another...7 months or so?and it sucks that us girls cant spend much time together before she left.i mean the last time i saw her before today was 3 months ago during her birthday.oh well..hope you'll have a great time there! me and sheena went to have macs breakfast before heading to plaza singapura for spiderwick chronicles.thought that nadirah could join us but she couldn't.bummer.show was alright,wasnt that fantastic.actually it's not really my type of show but we decided on that eventhough both of us have not watched step up 2 coz i'll be watching it with adib.met the band girls to celebrate rozniza's advanced birthday at swensens. i'm so glad that everything's back to normal.i think if we're almost in our 30s now,i'd be married to you by then.yes that is how much i love him.i guess it comes down to how you work it out together.and i really think that being ignorant makes things worst.it's just my point of view. and it's amazing that i could last this long,considering i only had 2 hours of sleep last night.champion. my throat itches like a bitch.argh! it's so annoying. bye. Sunday, March 16, 2008
i feel like things have changed. i wished it was how it was months back,when we got to know each other. but it's just not. and i'm definitely not feeling any good right now. sigh. Saturday, March 15, 2008
minor arguments are ineludible in a relationship but i just find it so retarded that we fight about the most stupidest,ridiculous things.it's good that we don't have big arguments but still sometimes it gets a wee bit too much and it makes me emotionally tired,really.at least i know all will be well because we won't drag an argument until the next day.i guess there must be something wrong if relationships are too smooth sailing.and i still love you dear despite all the bickering,always have and always will,you know that. (: argh fuck.i have no idea how im gonna cope when adib goes for NS.i'll practically die! my results are okay.not amazingly well(like what's freaking new)except a slight improvement in gpa.i'll admit,it still sucks though.but alhamdulilah i passed all subjects. i'm off to bed now. goodnight all. Wednesday, March 12, 2008
the leap years is kinda draggy.nice, but wasnt as good as i thought it would be.it's like one of those very sweet rare love stories that will actually most probably never happen in real life.and can you imagine a woman having to wait for almost 2 decades for a guy?! gosh.nadya hutagalung is so darn pretty.and ananda everingham's extremely hot! it's not a typical Singaporean production so it's worth watching,but not in my top list of favourite movies. well.ps i love you is better and im not saying that because it's a hollywood production but it moved me to tears.seriously,there are so many parts that can make you cry all over again.plus it's more entertaining and the humour's good.lisa kudrow is hilarious.i expected leap years to be sad and i guess somehow the ending was quite expected.ohh,10 000 BC is very good! visuals are excellent.that's definitely a must watch. 3 movies in 3 weeks.wow. ohh one last thing, to adib,HAPPY 9TH. (: i need enlightenment. Thursday, March 06, 2008
this entry is gonna be filled with vulgarities. well.everything was great today until our journey home in bus 13.my ez link had no more value so adib helped me pay.we had to change buses from simpang and he helped me pay for both trips since i had no coins with me.THE MOTHERFUCKING ASSHOLE DRIVER IN BUS 13 RIPPED US OFF.i was surprised actually when he told me i had to pay $1.10 after putting in $1 inside the coin machine because for the previous trip,it was only $0.90.and i thought,well since he's the bus driver he should know better.adib didnt have extra $0.10 so in the end he put TWO BUCKS inside.and the driver didnt even say anything.yes he was shocked but i expected him to say "its okay,you dont have to pay the 10 cents".even i was shocked when adib put in the two dollar note.when we alight at my house we checked the bus information on the noticeboard at the bus stop and our trip was supposed to be only $0.90.FUCK.the stupid fucker charged us the amount from upper east coast road to geylang when we alighted at marine parade.my boyfriend was already kind enough to give you extra 10 cents!!so adib gave him a total of 3 bucks when our trip was less than a buck.SCREW YOU BLOODY DRIVER.IT'S ONLY A MEASLY 10 CENTS AND YOU WANT TO COUNT?!?!AND FUCK,WE WEREN'T EVEN SUPPOSED TO GIVE YOU ANY EXTRA AMOUNT IN THE FIRST PLACE BECAUSE WE PAID MORE THAN WE SHOULD HAVE.I HOPE YOU DIE A MISERABLE DEATH. and because of that old faggot,me and adib had a tiff.argh,damn it.adib took down the plate number but i think they probably wont do anything if we complain.plus this isnt the first time i came across a cb bus driver.i remembered another incident,which also involved a bus 13 driver.so much for being the best transport system when you have asshole drivers like these. and this is one good reason im supporting dearest to take his bike license. just when i thought we would have a nice movie date before his road show,which means i wont be seeing him for 4 days,this has to happen.how great. i'll put a proper entry next time.bye. Saturday, March 01, 2008
just suck it up and take it all in. patience is a virtue, and im gonna stick by it. i came across this quote, "The best of mankind is he who smiles under great sorrow" and after reading that statement,it gave me a whole new perspective on life.well,kind of. and fuck you guys who'll be all like "MCM PAHAM" if you're reading this entry because i hate it when people say that.dont ask me why, i just find it bloody annoying. im gonna try to sleep,coz i think i really need it. goodnight. |